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She laughed, sniffed, laughed againI thought to
ask if she was crying, then thought againBetter
not to, maybe"Ilse? I better let you go now, honeyI want to
shower off the dayThen she burst out: "I
hate to think of you all the way down there in
Florida by yourself! Maybe falling on your ass in
the shower! It's not right!"
"Cookie, I'm fineThe kid - his
name's Hurricanes, I thought"His name's Jim Cantori But that was a case of
right church, wrong pew
"That's not the same, and you know itDo you want
me to come?"
"Not unless you want your mother to scalp us both
bald," I said"What I want is for you to stay
right where you are and TCB, darlinBut take care of yourself
"Huh?"
"Never mind
"I still want to hear you promise, Dad
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For one terrible and surpassingly eerie moment I
saw Ilse at eleven, Ilse dressed in a Girl Scout's
uniform and looking at me with Monica Goldstein's
shocked eyesBefore I could stop the words, I
heard myself saying, "Promise"Never heard that one before
"There's a lot about me you don't know
I put the phone gently back into its cradle and
stared at it for a long timevii
Instead of showering, I walked down the beach to
the waterI quickly discovered my crutch was no
help on the sand - was, in fact, a hindrance - but
once I was around the corner of the house, the
water's edge was less than two dozen steps awayThat was easy if I went slowThe surge was mild,
the incoming wavelets only inches h


